Lately, I feel a little disappointed in who I am.
I'm not crafty. I'm not clever. I'm not funny. I'm not even that fun to be with. I'm a very serious, plain-minded person.
I wish I was really good at something. I do a lot of everything, but at everything I do, I am just mediocre. So mediocre in fact that I feel pretty much invisible. I feel like I could disappear and nobody would even notice I was gone.
I don't know if this is sort of a post-Christmas blues or a post-pregnancy loss blues. I just feel like I contribute nothing to anything.
Maybe I could be the best at being average?