Friday, November 11, 2011

Change That

Well, I'm feeling very out-of-sorts today and the last couple.

I've still been very sick, which really bites.

Here's why.

There is a huge possibility that I'm no longer pregnant. Actually, it's more likely than not. They are still doing a few blood tests, and I haven't been bleeding any more than I did in the past four pregnancies, which all turned out fine. But when I went in for an ultrasound on Wednesday to verify the pregnancy, I found out that they couldn't see anything in there. Well, anything more than a little blip, which is not what they should see at 9-1/2 weeks.

So there you have it. Impending miscarriage. I'm waiting for the phone call telling me the results of the two blood tests that I took prove it's a miscarriage and then the scheduling of a d & c, since I'm not bleeding on my own. Not looking forward to another d & c, as the last time I had one, the doctor poked a hole in my uterus. I feel very fortunate that after that incident I was still able to have four children.

Today I'm still hoping, the tiniest shred of hope, that they are wrong and I'm still pregnant. But it's not looking very likely.

2 comments:

Jen said...

Jenna, I'm so sorry you are dealing with this. I hope everything turns out OK. I'll be thinking of you.

swedemom said...

Jenna, I am SO very sorry. I miscarried last year around this time. I was so heartbroken over the loss of our baby. It is still hard for me to understand why it happened. I am praying for you that you will be okay. If your pregnancy is viable, I hope that your health and strength return. If it is not, I pray for your comfort, for your peace and for your heart.
Hugs to you.

Tiffany

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