Friday, November 11, 2011

Change That

Well, I'm feeling very out-of-sorts today and the last couple.

I've still been very sick, which really bites.

Here's why.

There is a huge possibility that I'm no longer pregnant. Actually, it's more likely than not. They are still doing a few blood tests, and I haven't been bleeding any more than I did in the past four pregnancies, which all turned out fine. But when I went in for an ultrasound on Wednesday to verify the pregnancy, I found out that they couldn't see anything in there. Well, anything more than a little blip, which is not what they should see at 9-1/2 weeks.

So there you have it. Impending miscarriage. I'm waiting for the phone call telling me the results of the two blood tests that I took prove it's a miscarriage and then the scheduling of a d & c, since I'm not bleeding on my own. Not looking forward to another d & c, as the last time I had one, the doctor poked a hole in my uterus. I feel very fortunate that after that incident I was still able to have four children.

Today I'm still hoping, the tiniest shred of hope, that they are wrong and I'm still pregnant. But it's not looking very likely.


Jen said...

Jenna, I'm so sorry you are dealing with this. I hope everything turns out OK. I'll be thinking of you.

swedemom said...

Jenna, I am SO very sorry. I miscarried last year around this time. I was so heartbroken over the loss of our baby. It is still hard for me to understand why it happened. I am praying for you that you will be okay. If your pregnancy is viable, I hope that your health and strength return. If it is not, I pray for your comfort, for your peace and for your heart.
Hugs to you.



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